pot thoughts

no im not smoking pot. but i just might be writing a blog from the bathroom. i was sitting in the living room and i was like... the bathroom... such a weird place of relief. and then i thought of all the great thoughts that come to you while you are there... so here i am. don't be weird about it. Okay... so i gots a crush. And it started out as like an extreme crush thats all giddy and stupid weird. but now its one of those where you like them but you don't expect anything from them. personally, i think this is the better way. less disappointment. Tonight i felt like maybe the crush feelings were reciprocated but again, im not getting my hopes up. i would be totally satisfied with a friendship. I haven't had that guy friendship in my life since i have moved to Hawaii. you know how you have those guy friendships? they're usually the best kind because they don't have a lot of drama. just fun. So im totally okay with that... but he is just so darn attractive. haha. im stupid.

ps. i hate it when i go to sit down on the couch (which is sued) and i can see peoples butt prints and i don't wanna sit there...